Long Distance

I worked tonight. I got $7.22 an hour, $10 in tips. I found a bounce ball :). I got a ride home from one of the girls that work there tonight. Not that’s it?s a bad job, I just don?t work that often. I work Sunday at 4 though.

Dee got the job at Cumberland Farms. She started tonight and works Saturday and Sunday. Oh no “I won’t get to see my boyfriend all weekend.” That still pisses me off though. Well I got something on her, I probably make more, and I take it she’s in the $5 range for a first job and at that place.

I got the phone bill today. Calling Doug is a local call :), that means I can call him whenever I want now. But what I think is weird is that I can call down the road 5 minutes to C&R and be charged for long distance, but then call Doug 45 minutes away and have it be a local call. But it’s a long distance call for him to call me but not C&R.

I have to get up early tomorrow and clean the house. Then we are going to the mall to Liberty Travel to pay for our Florida trip.

Eric found a date for the Prom; I guess he?s going with one of his friend’s friends that he hasn’t met before. Now our limo is full. J We are all meeting at Doug?s house between 5:30-6. I called for my hair appointment today, May 4th, 2:00 PM.

People who try get less, people who don’t get more.

Not Much Hope for Hollywood

I found out today Dee got an interview at this one place. She only filled out like 6 applications. I don’t know what I’m going wrong. She has never had a job before in her life; I have more work experience than her. The only think I can think of is because she’s 18 maybe. Maybe after I turn 18 someone will hire me.

I told Doug to send me an application from the Hannaford be works at in Guilderland. I bet him $20 I wont get a call.

Well I applied to BK, Hollywood Video, Blockbuster Video, and Dunking Doughnuts all in Amsterdam. I applied to 23 places now. I would want to work a Hollywood Video most; it’s nice in there, then Blockbuster, then Dunking Doughnuts. Last would be BK because I really don’t want to work there. But I probably wont get the Hollywood Video or Blockbuster job, if any it would be BK, maybe Dunking Doughnuts.

I was telling Dee about the big bunny I got from Doug for Easter, I love rubbing Doug in her face sometimes J, and she like ?Eric doesn’t celebrate Easter.? Haha what religion doesn’t celebrate Easter, I thought everyone does.

Exactly one more month till Prom.

No More Applications

I’m a little upset. Tomorrows Thursday I have to go looking for jobs again. I’m getting sick of applications now and I’m not getting calls back from anyplace. I don’t see the use anymore, I don’t even except a call from a place when I’m filling out their application. I wanted to apply somewhere in like Saratoga or Schenectady/Guilderland even though there like 45 minutes away. I probably wont be able to work that far away but at least it would give me hope if they call back.

I found out today one of the girls in my English group got a 95 :/. I will never be best at anything.

Hannaford Amst. 3/2 no call
Hannaford Glov. 3/14 no call
Eckerd Amst. 3/3 no call
Eckerd Johs. 3/23 no call
Wal-Mart Amst. 3/3 no call
Wal-Mart Glov. 3/14 no call
Price Chopper Amst. 3/3 no call
Price Chopper Glov. 3/3 no call
Price Chopper Johs. 3/3 no call
Save-A-Lot Amst. 3/7 no call
Kems Amst. 3/7 no call
Pizza Hut Glov. 3/24 no call
Jtown Movie Johs. 3/23 no call
Burger King Glov. 3/24 no call
House of Pizza Glov. 3/28 no call
Crossroads Glov. 3/24 no call
Friendly Johs. 3/23 no call
Rite Aid Johs. 3/28 no call
Utterly Delicious Johs. 3/28 no call
Limo for Prom

I gums hurt. I have 2 canker sores in my mouth. I had one last week and now I have two more and I don’t know where they?re coming from. I’ve been putting Oraljel on them so it doesn’t hurt as much. It might be my retainers rubbing too because there not on the inner lip, there on my gum below my teeth.

I got asked to go in someone?s limo today for Prom. She said it was only like $40 per person, which is cheap but I don’t think we will go. Dee asked us to go in there limo for free but I’m not sure about that ether. I’m just afraid they’ll want to go somewhere with the limo and we will be suck without a ride or will be suck at Eric’s apartment with them fucking or something. I don’t think there going to the post prom party though. Plus we have to be at Raindancer at 5:30 so I’m not sure if well ride with them. But then again it?s free. Doug found 3 people to ride in our limo for Guilderland with us; we need one more person now (6 passenger). We might go to Great Escape the day after his prom though. I’ll probably get a season pass this year again.

Oh I got one of those stick on back-less bras this weekend for my one dresses because it is open in the back. I also got a shawl that matches almost perfectly to my pink dress and a tiara.

I went to Doug’s school yesterday. The whole school is one big circle, there?s never an end to the hallways. They just continue forever. I can’t even tell what side of the building I?m on. I look out the window and all I see is another side of the school. The classes are so long though, there like 1:30 long. I told him I would bring him to BP some day he didn’t have school.

Doug got me a basket of candy in little plastic eggs and a BIG 3 or 4 foot bunny, which I?m not sure where to put right now. I got him a watch and some peeps for Easter. His mommy got us a box of the 40 flavored Jelly Belly jellybeans. She also brought back a turtle that have a magnetic belly and arms/legs and a key chain with the letter “S” on it from Las Vegas. Doug felt bad for forgetting to tell me to bring down something nice to wear for church on Sunday so he bought me a tee shirt at Bobs. Sammy sent me 6 packs of crispy M&M and a stuff chicken that?s legs and wings move! Thank you Sammy. Sammy lives in NH. My mom also sent me $20 and 3 rings.

I got a 93 on my English presentation.

Dee has this huge red mark around her lips. She says its because she has sensitive skin and Eric’s beard makes it turn red. Well I heard today I guess it was because of her giving head to Eric with a condom on. I guess its something about you can get pregnant by giving head or something. Untrue, 1. the month doesn’t lead in anyway to the egg 2. they cant swim that far before they die 3. the stomach acid will kill them. Still believes I got drunk at that party, she’s telling people now. Great.

I Get 7.25 an hour

I worked tonight. I got $15 in tips but I still want to leave. Nineteen applications and still no calls. But I found out tonight I make $7.25 per hour with tips. That place pulls in over $400 in tips every night.

Dee came to school the other day with one of those college things from one college (you know the things you get in the mail from a certain college asking if you want information.) Well she was all excited she like “look what I got” haha. I’m like that’s great, I get them in the mail everyday. I think she was so excited she brought it to one of her teachers or the guidance councilor. I’m going to a community college anyways so I don’t have to worry about them too much. And I don’t have to write a college essay or take the SATs.

I’m going down to Doug’s tomorrow. We are going to the mall Saturday, church Sunday, and school Monday.

Doug’s mommy came home from Las Vegas tonight.

Chocolate Glazed

We have to perform a section from a play for English class and my groups choose Heidi. Well I overheard one of the girls in my group talking about me today with her friends. She was telling them how her and I traded parts (she used to be Heidi and I was the maid.) I didn’t mind trading parts; Heidi didn’t really have fewer lines, it just was in smaller groups. But the reason she was telling her friends of why we traded parts was because I couldn’t read! I admit I did stumble on some of the words on the first time threw but at least I know my lines. I’m the only one in that group that knows all their lines plus some of the other peoples. Retards, I hope they trip on there lines tomorrow.

Dee was trying to tell me what I drank Saturday night haha. She was like “don’t you know what you were drinking?” I was like yes, Pepsi Twist haha. She thought I was drinking rumen-cola. I remember there were 3 cups there, Doug’s pina-colada, my Pepsi twist, and the rumen-cola. I’m pretty sure what I was drinking; I got up and got it myself unless someone poured something in it. Besides who cant tell the difference, or at least smell it. God she is so stupid sometimes. Does anyone else have friends like that?

Doug was eating chocolate glazed doughnuts at my house Saturday morning and he gave one to Rikki and he was licking it. After Rikki took a bite out of it Doug ate it! Right after Rikki licked the whole thing.


Well Doug came up Saturday. I took him to go see ET. He was more excited than any kid in that theater J. I had a bottle of Pepsi and a half bag of the family size crispy M&M’s so I was really hyper afterwards. Then I brought him to Pebbles to look for pants.

I couldn’t find Micki’s house because I brought the invitation with the address on it in the car to the movies, my dad brought it back in the house with the mail after he dropped us off at the movies. So we had to find it trying to remember the number. Also it was at 7 at night and it was too dark to see the numbers anyways. We finally did find it. There weren’t as many people as I expected to be there. A lot more were invited. Doug was a little drunk. Dee and Eric were there, actually I thought she was going to be a no-show due to her fear of drugs, don’t ask. Micki’s boyfriend Lefty striped and Micki ran out of the bedroom only wearing a bed sheet, we all know what they were doing in there J. Lefty was talking about vampires and blood brothers with Doug. He wanted to give Doug a necklace that gave him the power to left up cars and he telepathic with him. I think Lefty was just a little drunk J.

Well Dee and Eric only stayed for like an hour. It was pretty pathetic though. They just sat there in the chair for most of the time. I don’t want to sound excessively defensive like but I remember one part of the night when Doug and I were sitting on the couch and Doug was sitting normally and I was sitting toward him with my legs around him. A few minutes later I heard “I want to sit like this” from her, which happened to be the way Doug and I were sitting. I didn’t really think much of it at the time but the whole time with them seemed like a show of some sort. Other things that got me was like when Doug and I were the floor doing stretches (butterfly, bridge, split, etc., I don’t know the actual name for it), I was doing one and she says, “I can do that.” I ignored her but I believe she is trying to like show-off Eric in some way or another. It’s really ridicules and I’m not the only one noticed it, Doug did too, so I’m not going insane. It’s hard to explain.

We went to Ellie’s today. She got me a soft teddy bear that says “sweet dreams” on it and some candy for Easter. Doug also got candy.

I guess it was Eric’s Birthday yesterday, Dee didn’t buy him anything, just made him a cake. Cakes don’t last forever. I guess he turned 20; BP doesn’t let anyone over 19 to go to there dances. But she will probably get away with it bringing him the Prom anyways.

Speaking of Prom, I have to go get the rest of my stuff for Prom soon and take Doug to get fitted for his Tuxes. I only bought the dress and shoes so far and I only have like a month left.

I got to keep Doug’s sweater for the week. I see him again Saturday or Sunday because I am going to school with him next Monday.

If you have a sore throat for over 24 hours, you are sick.


Still no calls but I did get a letter from Hannaford in Gloversville say they had no openings. Only thing is they still have their sign out front saying they’re hiring :/. Well I got applications to Pizza Hut, BK, Crossroads Restaurant, Friendly, Eckerd, and Johnstown Movie Plex today though.

Doug is coming up Saturday morning. If ET is playing we are going to watch that then go to Micki’s party. Sunday we are going to Ellie’s house for Easter dinner.

I was talking with Evan the other day and he asks me if I want to go to the movie with him Friday. He is cool to hang out with as a friend but most chances he just wants sex so I said maybe. So I asked him if he was going to Micki’s party then he asks me if I want to be his date to it. I was like no I’m already going with someone. He asked me who and then left. So I know what he wants from me.

We had a two-hour delay Monday and we got out two hours early yesterday due to snow. We have about a foot of it now. It’s spring and we have more now then we did all winter.

I’m sleeping too much now. I sleep like 2 hours every day I come home plus at night. So now I’m really awake. Did you know u will die faster if you sleep 7-8 hours a day rather than 6.

OMG I was looking in the newspaper for jobs and I seen that C&R was hiring for hostess and waiters.

I ate almost a whole box of pudding today (the Jell-O kind where you add 2 cups of milk and mix). I didn’t have lunch or breakfast so I was just a tad hungry when I got home.

Hello Fans

Hello my fellow fans. Hmmm what happened to me lately? Yesterday I went shoe shopping and got two pairs. A pair of Skecher boots and another pair of Skecher sandals.

Then I went to work. They have they new girl but she’s like all the rest. I totally don’t fit in with these girls. There all like rich preps, you know A&F, American Eagle, tanning. I’m not that kind of person. Well this new girl keeps telling to do things like “table 103 needs to be cleaned.” I eventually do clear the table but slower than I would normal. I’m like she shouldn’t be telling me what to do, she’s new, I don’t care if she’s a hostess and I’m only a buffer. Anyways shouldn’t it be if someone new comes on they should be put at buffer and one the buffers be moved up to hostess? Only exception I can thing to that is maybe she hosted somewhere else. I can’t wait till leave that place.

Today I just sat here. I did laundry and helped my dad with his computer.

Happy St. Patericks Day.

Doug’s Diary

I told Dee a few months ago to go to a sports shop to get like a Jansport of Eastpack book bag because the ones she usually gets falls apart half way though the year. Well she didn’t listen to me, like anyone does. Well it finally feel apart and she got a new one. Guess what? I does not fit in her locker haha. I started laughing when I heard that. She also gets those stupid one with the wheels on it anyways. I’m going shoe shopping tomorrow. Hopefully my dad buys them because I don’t have any money. Plus he never buys me anything anyways, except food and I don’t have to pay rent. Doug downloaded a bunch of Blink songs for me so I’m burning them now. I only have dial up so it takes awhile to download. I work tomorrow at 5. Still no calls.