Nice Cookies

We have to perform a section from a play for English class and my groups choose Heidi. Well I overheard one of the girls in my group talking about me today with her friends. She was telling them how her and I traded parts (she used to be Heidi and I was the maid.) I didn’t mind trading parts; Heidi didn’t really have fewer lines, it just was in smaller groups. But the reason she was telling her friends of why we traded parts was because I couldn’t read! I admit I did stumble on some of the words on the first time threw but at least I know my lines. I’m the only one in that group that knows all their lines plus some of the other peoples. Retards, I hope they trip on there lines tomorrow.

Dee was trying to tell me what I drank Saturday night haha. She was like “don’t you know what you were drinking?” I was like yes, Pepsi Twist haha. She thought I was drinking rumen-cola. I remember there were 3 cups there, Doug’s pina-colada, my Pepsi twist, and the rumen-cola. I’m pretty sure what I was drinking; I got up and got it myself unless someone poured something in it. Besides who cant tell the difference, or at least smell it. God she is so stupid sometimes. Does anyone else have friends like that?

Doug was eating chocolate glazed doughnuts at my house Saturday morning and he gave one to Rikki and he was licking it. After Rikki took a bite out of it Doug ate it! Right after Rikki licked the whole thing.

Well Doug came up Saturday. I took him to go see ET. He was more excited than any kid in that theater J. I had a bottle of Pepsi and a half bag of the family size crispy M&M’s so I was really hyper afterwards. Then I brought him to Pebbles to look for pants.

I couldn’t find Micki’s house because I brought the invitation with the address on it in the car to the movies, my dad brought it back in the house with the mail after he dropped us off at the movies. So we had to find it trying to remember the number. Also it was at 7 at night and it was too dark to see the numbers anyways. We finally did find it. There weren’t as many people as I expected to be there. A lot more were invited. Doug was a little drunk. Dee and Eric were there, actually I thought she was going to be a no-show due to her fear of drugs, don’t ask. Micki’s boyfriend Lefty striped and Micki ran out of the bedroom only wearing a bed sheet, we all know what they were doing in there J. Lefty was talking about vampires and blood brothers with Doug. He wanted to give Doug a necklace that gave him the power to left up cars and he telepathic with him. I think Lefty was just a little drunk J.

Well Dee and Eric only stayed for like an hour. It was pretty pathetic though. They just sat there in the chair for most of the time. I don’t want to sound excessively defensive like but I remember one part of the night when Doug and I were sitting on the couch and Doug was sitting normally and I was sitting toward him with my legs around him. A few minutes later I heard “I want to sit like this” from her, which happened to be the way Doug and I were sitting. I didn’t really think much of it at the time but the whole time with them seemed like a show of some sort. Other things that got me was like when Doug and I were the floor doing stretches (butterfly, bridge, split, etc., I don’t know the actual name for it), I was doing one and she says, “I can do that.” I ignored her but I believe she is trying to like show-off Eric in some way or another. It’s really ridicules and I’m not the only one noticed it, Doug did too, so I’m not going insane. It’s hard to explain.

We went to Ellie’s today. She got me a soft teddy bear that says “sweet dreams” on it and some candy for Easter. Doug also got candy.

I guess it was Eric’s Birthday yesterday, Dee didn’t buy him anything, just made him a cake. Cakes don’t last forever. I guess he turned 20; BP doesn’t let anyone over 19 to go to there dances. But she will probably get away with it bringing him the Prom anyways.

Speaking of Prom, I have to go get the rest of my stuff for Prom soon and take Doug to get fitted for his Tuxes. I only bought the dress and shoes so far and I only have like a month left.

I got to keep Doug’s sweater for the week. I see him again Saturday or Sunday because I am going to school with him next Monday.

If you have a sore throat for over 24 hours, you are sick.

Still no calls but I did get a letter from Hannaford in Gloversville say they had no openings. Only thing is they still have their sign out front saying they’re hiring :/. Well I got applications to Pizza Hut, BK, Crossroads Restaurant, Friendly, Eckerd, and Johnstown Movie Plex today though.

Doug is coming up Saturday morning. If ET is playing we are going to watch that then go to Micki’s party. Sunday we are going to Ellie’s house for Easter dinner.

I was talking with Evan the other day and he asks me if I want to go to the movie with him Friday. He is cool to hang out with as a friend but most chances he just wants sex so I said maybe. So I asked him if he was going to Micki’s party then he asks me if I want to be his date to it. I was like no I’m already going with someone. He asked me who and then left. So I know what he wants from me.

We had a two-hour delay Monday and we got out two hours early yesterday due to snow. We have about a foot of it now. It’s spring and we have more now then we did all winter.

I’m sleeping too much now. I sleep like 2 hours every day I come home plus at night. So now I’m really awake. Did you know u will die faster if you sleep 7-8 hours a day rather than 6.

OMG I was looking in the newspaper for jobs and I seen that C&R was hiring for hostess and waiters.

I ate almost a whole box of pudding today (the Jell-O kind where you add 2 cups of milk and mix). I didn’t have lunch or breakfast so I was just a tad hungry when I got home.

Hello my fellow fans. Hmmm what happened to me lately? Yesterday I went shoe shopping and got two pairs. A pair of Skecher boots and another pair of Skecher sandals.

Then I went to work. They have they new girl but she’s like all the rest. I totally don’t fit in with these girls. There all like rich preps, you know A&F, American Eagle, tanning. I’m not that kind of person. Well this new girl keeps telling to do things like “table 103 needs to be cleaned.” I eventually do clear the table but slower than I would normal. I’m like she shouldn’t be telling me what to do, she’s new, I don’t care if she’s a hostess and I’m only a buffer. Anyways shouldn’t it be if someone new comes on they should be put at buffer and one the buffers be moved up to hostess? Only exception I can thing to that is maybe she hosted somewhere else. I can’t wait till leave that place.

Today I just sat here. I did laundry and helped my dad with his computer.

Happy St. Patericks Day.

I told Dee a few months ago to go to a sports shop to get like a Jansport of Eastpack book bag because the ones she usually gets falls apart half way though the year. Well she didn’t listen to me, like anyone does. Well it finally feel apart and she got a new one. Guess what? I does not fit in her locker haha. I started laughing when I heard that. She also gets those stupid one with the wheels on it anyways. I’m going shoe shopping tomorrow. Hopefully my dad buys them because I don’t have any money. Plus he never buys me anything anyways, except food and I don’t have to pay rent. Doug downloaded a bunch of Blink songs for me so I’m burning them now. I only have dial up so it takes awhile to download. I work tomorrow at 5. Still no calls.

Micki’s birthday party is next Saturday. She’s turning 16. She told my dad it was a “cake and ice cream” party last night haha. Doug’s coming up that weekend so I told her we would probably go if I didn’t have to work (haha work?).

I applied to Hannaford and Wal-Mart in Gloversville today. They’re both hiring. Never got a call back from any of the other calls.

Haha Eric forgets to pick up Dee everyday after school now. I guess he oversleeps. Hey if I had to wake up and go down and pick her up everyday at 2 I would “oversleep” too. Poor guy. What’s he doing sleeping at 2 in the afternoon anyways?

I hurt my wrist the other day. I slammed my hand down and my bracelet went into my wrist. So it hurt to move it but its getting better now.

My school is selling lollypops for St. Patrick’s Day. I bought green apple and raspberry lemonade for Doug.

Since I don’t have school on April 1st I’m going down to Doug’s school and visiting for the day :).

Eight months.

Ok no place has called me back. I applied at Kems and Save-A-Lot last Thursday and I’m getting nowhere. I called Eckerd, Hannaford, and Wal-Mart Thursday. Eckerd is not hiring, and Hannaford and Wal-Mart told me they would call me (so that means no). Doug said I would get an interview if I called them but all I got was “you can come down to the store and fill out an application” and “will call you.” Anyone else have any other ideas of where to work because I’m running out of places, that AREN’T food!

Doug came up Saturday. We played rotating hiding go seek, which is hard because the person your trying to find keeps moving from location to location. Then we went to Friendly in Johnstown and then to the movies to see Time Machine. I liked when he was in like late1800’s and 2030’s more than in 80,000’s. Then on Sunday morning we went to Wal-Mart and Wendy’s. I talked Doug out of getting a DVD player. He got me a box of little chicks.

I see Doug at 4 on Saturday.

My dad cut his finger today. Andy had to bring him to the hospital. I guess he had to have surgery on it to reattach the tendon. The hospital called me to come pick him put but I couldn’t get there. So I called Andy and they were already they’re getting him so that was good.

Still no calls.

I got it so my computer doesn’t make those annoying sounds when dialing up to the Internet.

I still haven’t gotten a call back from any of the jobs yet. See I don’t want to call them because it would be like they just hired me because I annoying them too much with calling and wouldn’t give me good hours, like C&R. But if they called me then it would feel like they actually need me. I applied to like 7 places, shouldn’t at least 1 call back?

I let Micki borrow the one blue prom dress Dee gave me. Well today Dee comes to me and says “I was over at Micki’s house yesterday and she has some really nice dresses.” Well of course I told her Micki borrowed it for the week because she had to go somewhere with her boyfriend. I think she’s still a little pissed though, she shouldn’t be mad though. She gave the dress to me because she couldn’t fit in it anymore and I never wore it, I have nowhere to wear it. So I let Micki borrow it, it just sits there in my closet anyways.

I might not see Doug this weekend. This was supposed to be our weekend to see each other but he has to work on Saturday. And even if we did see each other Sunday I would only be from like 8 till 3 and that’s not very much time. So I don’t know what’s going to happen.

Chris emailed me yesterday saying he was sorry he dumper me and still wanted to be friends. So he probably wants something from me though, like a 2/3 chance. I was nice though and wrote back asking how he was and what was new and why after like 9 months he decided to email me out of the blue.

I see some of these girl that go tanning like every other day. That’s kind of sick, sitting in a little box with a light shining on you. Just think, now they look “great” having a tan and every thing but in like 15 or 20 years they’ll be all wrinkly and everything. I heard about this girl a few years ago that went tanning and stayed in too long and fired her insides. I prefer the real sun even if it makes me burn.