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I am on Spring Break this week. Tuesday all the mommy’s and daddy’s came to pick the youngsters up, my name for my dorm mates. I was more uncertain to go. The others go home to see their families, or off to the airport to somewhere warm. I have to throw all my clothes in garbage bags, put it in the car, drive a mile down the road and then yank them all out of the car. Spring Break is annoying. I hate packing, my dorms close every break and I’m not allowed in them so I stay with a friend.

Why not go home too? Because I work for an evil retail giant. I have to stay and serve the “Why the fuck don’t you have anymore jelly beans?,” last minute shoppers. Then take the blame that even though the Easter stuff has been up for weeks it is my fault you had to wait to the day before the shop for it.

I have had a lot of thinking of what to do this summer and next semester. My large tonsils and I could go home this summer. I don’t really like staying with my father but it’s pretty cheap living and I can work full time at the Amsterdam Wal-Mart and save money. Or I could stay in Oneonta and work for Wal-Mart and get an apartment. But I owe a lot of money to the hospital and the Oneonta Wal-Mart is less likely give me time off to get my tonsils out (if I can get them out this summer like I want.) I could work for Office Max, but even if I do get that job I will turn it down because I am not working for minimum wage. So I’m probably going to go home, get Medicaid, or pay $300 to my father a month for health insurance, and hopefully get my tonsils cut out.

Next semester I know I am not coming back to SUNY Oneonta (SUCO.) SUCO isn’t that bad, I do not like my major though. The Computer Arts program and I are not getting along. I feel like I know everything and no one believes me. But that’s a whole other topic. So I’m going to transfer to SUNY Delhi.

I bought this Neutrogena Sunless Tanning lotion Saturday. It works pretty well, I?m not orange and no lines. I have orange hands though; it didn?t all come off when I washed them. I put it on Doug?s neck and face yesterday though.

I think I?m all set for Prom though. Doug and I went to Rotterdam Mall to look for purses for my purple. We couldn?t find one I liked so I decided not to get one. I tried everything on tonight. Everything goes great. Except if I don?t stand up strait I get this like bulge under my breast and I can?t see it because I see. I practiced walking today. I brought the tickets last Thursday, $15.

We finally told Dee about the Raindancer thing. She was pissed. I guess because Pam and Jack are going with us and she wasn?t invited. When I told we made reservation in January she got like really mad at Eric because he never did. But later she asked Pam why she wasn?t invited then went and said she would be there anyways. Well I guess she was saying she had ?connections? or something to get in so will be seeing her their anyways.

I went looking for my mom Sunday. She works at the Friendly?s in Rotterdam Mall but I don?t know if she still does. She called like a week ago saying she was/is living in a hotel and getting a discount on rent for doing house cleaning so I don?t know where she is now. I don?t know if she went back to her boyfriend because she hasn?t been on the net.

Doug, Rider and I went up to Lake George today. We just walked around, went for pizza and then to the Aviation Mall. Not much was open; it doesn’t all open till May. But it was better than sitting here all day. And I tanner :).

I don’t understand something, Rider is adorable, has muscles, has a nice car, has money and nice to girls, most girls would want to go out with him. But he doesn’t want commitment. What’s so bad about commitment? Its a turn off to girls, most girls want commitment, they don’t want to go out with a great guy knowing in 1 or 2 months they’ll be gone. Unless they’re the type of girl that are just in it for the sex. Like I said before, hot guys wont treat a girl so good because he knows there’s always others; a not so hot one will treat a girl good because he knows he can’t get many girls and will want to try his hardest to keep her.

What is with this heat wave? It was in the high 80’s Monday and low 90’s the last three days. Its hotter here than where everyone went for Spring Break. Tomorrow supposed to be hot again but storms are coming in and it will cool it down.

I went to the orthodontist Tuesday. They did x-rays on my teeth and in the next year or two I have to get my wisdom teeth removed. I guess I have to go to an oral surgeon to get it done but I only have 3 wisdom teeth instead of 4.

I was eating a blue berry bagel tonight with butter and I put it on the bed for a second while I was I the computer and I looked over and there was Rikki licking it. I didn’t even realize he came in the room or got on the bed, he was only like a foot away. They used to do the same thing with peoples glasses, drink out of them while they weren’t looking. Well I threw my bagel away, unlike Doug who will eat whatever Rikki licks.

Eric met the girl he is going to Prom with, they went to the beach today. I hope it works out. I don’t want him to bail on the limo with us.

I went cosmic bowling with Doug Friday night for Eric’s Birthday. Martina and Marie were also there. I got a 79, which I thought was bad till a seen Martina’s and Marie’s score in the 30’s and 40’s. Doug let me win in the second game though because he went from a 136 to a 49 but he keeps denying it saying he had a ‘weak arm.’ It wasn’t till like 1:30 till we left. Then Eric, Doug and I went driving around. We went to Hannaford and the Guilderland High School. At the school we stood there for like 10 minutes and talked about ghosts and people that died there. Then on the way out Doug and I were saying things like is that one (ghost), no its just a dog. Finally he told us to shut up or he’ll put his high beams on :). Doug kept telling Eric there were a lot of cops on the roads we were traveling on so every car we seen Eric was asking if it was a cop haha.

We went to the mall Saturday. I got this pink purse with these rhinestones on the front for Prom. I also got this white/silver shawl for my purple dress. Plus I got 2 necklaces. We ate out at Frienldly’s for our 9-month anniversary. Plus we went to go see National Lampoon’s Van Wilder. It was a good movie; the guy that played Van had cute eyes. I hate the Crossgates though because we can’t bring our shopping bags into the theater. We have to put all our stuff in our pockets or wear/carry it in.

I talked to my mom on the phone last Wednesday. She works at Friendly’s in Rotterdam Mall now, that’s where she was calling from. She said she was moving to another country to live in a small apartment or trailer. She also kept say she needed a place to put her stuff and asking if Doug could take it. Then she said she would call him in the morning and ask, she never did though. But on Thursday night she called at 11:40 saying she would call when she was coming up to drop her stuff off and that she talked it over with me! But then this weekend while I was at Doug’s my dad said she showed up here. My dad said she doesn’t have any more teeth. I haven’t seen her since Christmas.

My dad put me on the list to work at Diary Frost since I wasn’t with him when he first seen it open.

I got burnt on my shoulders and arms for today and yesterday. I don?t have to be outside for very long though. I hope a tan though. It’s going to be 86 degrees tomorrow.

I work both Saturday and Sunday this weekend. That’s a lot for me. I hope Sunday is counted as part of this week though.

I ran the mile last Friday. They gave me a 12 :).

I see Doug at 4 on Saturday.

My dad cut his finger today. Andy had to bring him to the hospital. I guess he had to have surgery on it to reattach the tendon. The hospital called me to come pick him put but I couldn’t get there. So I called Andy and they were already they’re getting him so that was good.

Still no calls.

I got it so my computer doesn’t make those annoying sounds when dialing up to the Internet.