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I am on Spring Break this week. Tuesday all the mommy’s and daddy’s came to pick the youngsters up, my name for my dorm mates. I was more uncertain to go. The others go home to see their families, or off to the airport to somewhere warm. I have to throw all my clothes in garbage bags, put it in the car, drive a mile down the road and then yank them all out of the car. Spring Break is annoying. I hate packing, my dorms close every break and I’m not allowed in them so I stay with a friend.

Why not go home too? Because I work for an evil retail giant. I have to stay and serve the “Why the fuck don’t you have anymore jelly beans?,” last minute shoppers. Then take the blame that even though the Easter stuff has been up for weeks it is my fault you had to wait to the day before the shop for it.

I have had a lot of thinking of what to do this summer and next semester. My large tonsils and I could go home this summer. I don’t really like staying with my father but it’s pretty cheap living and I can work full time at the Amsterdam Wal-Mart and save money. Or I could stay in Oneonta and work for Wal-Mart and get an apartment. But I owe a lot of money to the hospital and the Oneonta Wal-Mart is less likely give me time off to get my tonsils out (if I can get them out this summer like I want.) I could work for Office Max, but even if I do get that job I will turn it down because I am not working for minimum wage. So I’m probably going to go home, get Medicaid, or pay $300 to my father a month for health insurance, and hopefully get my tonsils cut out.

Next semester I know I am not coming back to SUNY Oneonta (SUCO.) SUCO isn’t that bad, I do not like my major though. The Computer Arts program and I are not getting along. I feel like I know everything and no one believes me. But that’s a whole other topic. So I’m going to transfer to SUNY Delhi.

I bought this Neutrogena Sunless Tanning lotion Saturday. It works pretty well, I?m not orange and no lines. I have orange hands though; it didn?t all come off when I washed them. I put it on Doug?s neck and face yesterday though.

I think I?m all set for Prom though. Doug and I went to Rotterdam Mall to look for purses for my purple. We couldn?t find one I liked so I decided not to get one. I tried everything on tonight. Everything goes great. Except if I don?t stand up strait I get this like bulge under my breast and I can?t see it because I see. I practiced walking today. I brought the tickets last Thursday, $15.

We finally told Dee about the Raindancer thing. She was pissed. I guess because Pam and Jack are going with us and she wasn?t invited. When I told we made reservation in January she got like really mad at Eric because he never did. But later she asked Pam why she wasn?t invited then went and said she would be there anyways. Well I guess she was saying she had ?connections? or something to get in so will be seeing her their anyways.

I went looking for my mom Sunday. She works at the Friendly?s in Rotterdam Mall but I don?t know if she still does. She called like a week ago saying she was/is living in a hotel and getting a discount on rent for doing house cleaning so I don?t know where she is now. I don?t know if she went back to her boyfriend because she hasn?t been on the net.

I was at Hannaford last night grocery shopping and we were all done and got in the truck and it wouldn?t start. I spent an hour at Hannaford last night and over $2 on a pay phone waiting for a tow truck and a ride home. We finally got Andy, my dad?s worker, and his father to bring us home. So this weekend we can?t go anywhere, Andy had to bring me to work.

I worked 11 hours this week! Ok that?s the most I?ve ever worked there. I got $79 for this week though. But every time I get tips there all in 1?s. I have $27 of all one?s now. I made $7.50 an hour tonight though. I have to work tomorrow again and next Saturday. I took Proms and Florida off tonight. Looks like Barry is not going to have many hostesses left on the 18th, 4 of the 5 hostesses took that night off and he usually has 3 on Saturday nights. Oh well for him.

Doug went to the florist today. He got a pink rose for him and 2 pink roses and a white carnation hand thingy for me. It?s the same for is Prom but in purple.

Oh my god, I woke up this morning at about 7 and everything was moving. My whole bed was shaking. Well it was a 5.1 earthquake. The epicenter was 15 miles southwest of Plattsburgh.

I went cosmic bowling with Doug Friday night for Eric’s Birthday. Martina and Marie were also there. I got a 79, which I thought was bad till a seen Martina’s and Marie’s score in the 30’s and 40’s. Doug let me win in the second game though because he went from a 136 to a 49 but he keeps denying it saying he had a ‘weak arm.’ It wasn’t till like 1:30 till we left. Then Eric, Doug and I went driving around. We went to Hannaford and the Guilderland High School. At the school we stood there for like 10 minutes and talked about ghosts and people that died there. Then on the way out Doug and I were saying things like is that one (ghost), no its just a dog. Finally he told us to shut up or he’ll put his high beams on :). Doug kept telling Eric there were a lot of cops on the roads we were traveling on so every car we seen Eric was asking if it was a cop haha.

We went to the mall Saturday. I got this pink purse with these rhinestones on the front for Prom. I also got this white/silver shawl for my purple dress. Plus I got 2 necklaces. We ate out at Frienldly’s for our 9-month anniversary. Plus we went to go see National Lampoon’s Van Wilder. It was a good movie; the guy that played Van had cute eyes. I hate the Crossgates though because we can’t bring our shopping bags into the theater. We have to put all our stuff in our pockets or wear/carry it in.

I talked to my mom on the phone last Wednesday. She works at Friendly’s in Rotterdam Mall now, that’s where she was calling from. She said she was moving to another country to live in a small apartment or trailer. She also kept say she needed a place to put her stuff and asking if Doug could take it. Then she said she would call him in the morning and ask, she never did though. But on Thursday night she called at 11:40 saying she would call when she was coming up to drop her stuff off and that she talked it over with me! But then this weekend while I was at Doug’s my dad said she showed up here. My dad said she doesn’t have any more teeth. I haven’t seen her since Christmas.

My dad put me on the list to work at Diary Frost since I wasn’t with him when he first seen it open.

I got burnt on my shoulders and arms for today and yesterday. I don?t have to be outside for very long though. I hope a tan though. It’s going to be 86 degrees tomorrow.

I work both Saturday and Sunday this weekend. That’s a lot for me. I hope Sunday is counted as part of this week though.

I ran the mile last Friday. They gave me a 12 :).

I heard from Pam Dee is thinking about quitting her job. At least she made it 3 days. I guess it is ruining Eric’s and her relationship. Oh no! I guess they aren’t spending enough time together anymore. Don’t you expect that when you take a job?

I have to run the mile tomorrow. I’m so slow at it. I usually get around a 12:58 on it. At least this is my second to last time doing it. Only one more time next year. Maybe I’ll just walk or jog the whole thing.

Doug bought the Prom ticket for his school today. It was $40 per person. Mine are about $15-$20 per person but Doug has dinner with his so that?s why its more and it at Chaucer’s, I get chicken J. I don’t know when mine go on sale though, probably after vacation because we only have two week before the Prom.

We went up to Liberty Travel Saturday. Our plane leaves at 7:25am in Albany, then 8:33 in Philadelphia and we arrive at 12:04 in Orlando on May 6th. Then on May 13th, our plane leaves at 11:45am in Orlando, then at 3:40 in Philadelphia and we arrive in Albany at 4:50. We are taking US Airways. Then we have a 3-day Universal pass and 5 day Disney one. Plus a $10 Planet Hollywood Gift Certificate, with VIP.

I went to Super Wal-Mart Saturday too. I got make-up for Prom. I got light pink nail polish (petites in bahama splash) for my toes, light pink lipstick (wet-n-wild in 548a), and face powder (covergirl in classic ivory). I?m second to lightest color Covergirl makes. I also got these little rhinestones you put on nails at CVS.

I went with Micki and her family to Pizza Hut Saturday night. Her little cousin is so annoying, he reminds me of Chris? little brother, I hated that kid. I had extra cheese pizza, I love that stuff but every time I have it, it makes me sick. I don’t know why, it doesn’t do it with any of their other pizzas.

I stayed home today. Number one I missed my bus and I didn’t want to hear my dad yelling the whole way to school. Number two I was tired, I didn’t go to sleep till 5 Sunday morning. And number three I didn’t want to hear Dee talk about her new job, which didn?t matter really because I could have just stayed away from her the whole morning. Plus she can’t call right now because I’m on the Internet J.

I made 7:40 an hour last night. Still no calls. There are only 2 other places a want to work. One being Dairy Frost and the other the SPCA. I’m still waiting for Dairy Frost to open, last year they put an announcement on the announcements at school that they were hiring, I don’t know if they will again this year. The only problem with the SPCA is I won’t get paid. Doug got offered a job at CVS :/.

I worked tonight. I got $7.22 an hour, $10 in tips. I found a bounce ball :). I got a ride home from one of the girls that work there tonight. Not that’s it?s a bad job, I just don?t work that often. I work Sunday at 4 though.

Dee got the job at Cumberland Farms. She started tonight and works Saturday and Sunday. Oh no “I won’t get to see my boyfriend all weekend.” That still pisses me off though. Well I got something on her, I probably make more, and I take it she’s in the $5 range for a first job and at that place.

I got the phone bill today. Calling Doug is a local call :), that means I can call him whenever I want now. But what I think is weird is that I can call down the road 5 minutes to C&R and be charged for long distance, but then call Doug 45 minutes away and have it be a local call. But it’s a long distance call for him to call me but not C&R.

I have to get up early tomorrow and clean the house. Then we are going to the mall to Liberty Travel to pay for our Florida trip.

Eric found a date for the Prom; I guess he?s going with one of his friend’s friends that he hasn’t met before. Now our limo is full. J We are all meeting at Doug?s house between 5:30-6. I called for my hair appointment today, May 4th, 2:00 PM.

People who try get less, people who don’t get more.

I gums hurt. I have 2 canker sores in my mouth. I had one last week and now I have two more and I don’t know where they?re coming from. I’ve been putting Oraljel on them so it doesn’t hurt as much. It might be my retainers rubbing too because there not on the inner lip, there on my gum below my teeth.

I got asked to go in someone?s limo today for Prom. She said it was only like $40 per person, which is cheap but I don’t think we will go. Dee asked us to go in there limo for free but I’m not sure about that ether. I’m just afraid they’ll want to go somewhere with the limo and we will be suck without a ride or will be suck at Eric’s apartment with them fucking or something. I don’t think there going to the post prom party though. Plus we have to be at Raindancer at 5:30 so I’m not sure if well ride with them. But then again it?s free. Doug found 3 people to ride in our limo for Guilderland with us; we need one more person now (6 passenger). We might go to Great Escape the day after his prom though. I’ll probably get a season pass this year again.

Oh I got one of those stick on back-less bras this weekend for my one dresses because it is open in the back. I also got a shawl that matches almost perfectly to my pink dress and a tiara.

I went to Doug’s school yesterday. The whole school is one big circle, there?s never an end to the hallways. They just continue forever. I can’t even tell what side of the building I?m on. I look out the window and all I see is another side of the school. The classes are so long though, there like 1:30 long. I told him I would bring him to BP some day he didn’t have school.

Doug got me a basket of candy in little plastic eggs and a BIG 3 or 4 foot bunny, which I?m not sure where to put right now. I got him a watch and some peeps for Easter. His mommy got us a box of the 40 flavored Jelly Belly jellybeans. She also brought back a turtle that have a magnetic belly and arms/legs and a key chain with the letter “S” on it from Las Vegas. Doug felt bad for forgetting to tell me to bring down something nice to wear for church on Sunday so he bought me a tee shirt at Bobs. Sammy sent me 6 packs of crispy M&M and a stuff chicken that?s legs and wings move! Thank you Sammy. Sammy lives in NH. My mom also sent me $20 and 3 rings.

I got a 93 on my English presentation.

Dee has this huge red mark around her lips. She says its because she has sensitive skin and Eric’s beard makes it turn red. Well I heard today I guess it was because of her giving head to Eric with a condom on. I guess its something about you can get pregnant by giving head or something. Untrue, 1. the month doesn’t lead in anyway to the egg 2. they cant swim that far before they die 3. the stomach acid will kill them. Still believes I got drunk at that party, she’s telling people now. Great.

We have to perform a section from a play for English class and my groups choose Heidi. Well I overheard one of the girls in my group talking about me today with her friends. She was telling them how her and I traded parts (she used to be Heidi and I was the maid.) I didn’t mind trading parts; Heidi didn’t really have fewer lines, it just was in smaller groups. But the reason she was telling her friends of why we traded parts was because I couldn’t read! I admit I did stumble on some of the words on the first time threw but at least I know my lines. I’m the only one in that group that knows all their lines plus some of the other peoples. Retards, I hope they trip on there lines tomorrow.

Dee was trying to tell me what I drank Saturday night haha. She was like “don’t you know what you were drinking?” I was like yes, Pepsi Twist haha. She thought I was drinking rumen-cola. I remember there were 3 cups there, Doug’s pina-colada, my Pepsi twist, and the rumen-cola. I’m pretty sure what I was drinking; I got up and got it myself unless someone poured something in it. Besides who cant tell the difference, or at least smell it. God she is so stupid sometimes. Does anyone else have friends like that?

Doug was eating chocolate glazed doughnuts at my house Saturday morning and he gave one to Rikki and he was licking it. After Rikki took a bite out of it Doug ate it! Right after Rikki licked the whole thing.

Well Doug came up Saturday. I took him to go see ET. He was more excited than any kid in that theater J. I had a bottle of Pepsi and a half bag of the family size crispy M&M’s so I was really hyper afterwards. Then I brought him to Pebbles to look for pants.

I couldn’t find Micki’s house because I brought the invitation with the address on it in the car to the movies, my dad brought it back in the house with the mail after he dropped us off at the movies. So we had to find it trying to remember the number. Also it was at 7 at night and it was too dark to see the numbers anyways. We finally did find it. There weren’t as many people as I expected to be there. A lot more were invited. Doug was a little drunk. Dee and Eric were there, actually I thought she was going to be a no-show due to her fear of drugs, don’t ask. Micki’s boyfriend Lefty striped and Micki ran out of the bedroom only wearing a bed sheet, we all know what they were doing in there J. Lefty was talking about vampires and blood brothers with Doug. He wanted to give Doug a necklace that gave him the power to left up cars and he telepathic with him. I think Lefty was just a little drunk J.

Well Dee and Eric only stayed for like an hour. It was pretty pathetic though. They just sat there in the chair for most of the time. I don’t want to sound excessively defensive like but I remember one part of the night when Doug and I were sitting on the couch and Doug was sitting normally and I was sitting toward him with my legs around him. A few minutes later I heard “I want to sit like this” from her, which happened to be the way Doug and I were sitting. I didn’t really think much of it at the time but the whole time with them seemed like a show of some sort. Other things that got me was like when Doug and I were the floor doing stretches (butterfly, bridge, split, etc., I don’t know the actual name for it), I was doing one and she says, “I can do that.” I ignored her but I believe she is trying to like show-off Eric in some way or another. It’s really ridicules and I’m not the only one noticed it, Doug did too, so I’m not going insane. It’s hard to explain.

We went to Ellie’s today. She got me a soft teddy bear that says “sweet dreams” on it and some candy for Easter. Doug also got candy.

I guess it was Eric’s Birthday yesterday, Dee didn’t buy him anything, just made him a cake. Cakes don’t last forever. I guess he turned 20; BP doesn’t let anyone over 19 to go to there dances. But she will probably get away with it bringing him the Prom anyways.

Speaking of Prom, I have to go get the rest of my stuff for Prom soon and take Doug to get fitted for his Tuxes. I only bought the dress and shoes so far and I only have like a month left.

I got to keep Doug’s sweater for the week. I see him again Saturday or Sunday because I am going to school with him next Monday.

If you have a sore throat for over 24 hours, you are sick.