Nice Cookies

I am on Spring Break this week. Tuesday all the mommy’s and daddy’s came to pick the youngsters up, my name for my dorm mates. I was more uncertain to go. The others go home to see their families, or off to the airport to somewhere warm. I have to throw all my clothes in garbage bags, put it in the car, drive a mile down the road and then yank them all out of the car. Spring Break is annoying. I hate packing, my dorms close every break and I’m not allowed in them so I stay with a friend.

Why not go home too? Because I work for an evil retail giant. I have to stay and serve the “Why the fuck don’t you have anymore jelly beans?,” last minute shoppers. Then take the blame that even though the Easter stuff has been up for weeks it is my fault you had to wait to the day before the shop for it.

I have had a lot of thinking of what to do this summer and next semester. My large tonsils and I could go home this summer. I don’t really like staying with my father but it’s pretty cheap living and I can work full time at the Amsterdam Wal-Mart and save money. Or I could stay in Oneonta and work for Wal-Mart and get an apartment. But I owe a lot of money to the hospital and the Oneonta Wal-Mart is less likely give me time off to get my tonsils out (if I can get them out this summer like I want.) I could work for Office Max, but even if I do get that job I will turn it down because I am not working for minimum wage. So I’m probably going to go home, get Medicaid, or pay $300 to my father a month for health insurance, and hopefully get my tonsils cut out.

Next semester I know I am not coming back to SUNY Oneonta (SUCO.) SUCO isn’t that bad, I do not like my major though. The Computer Arts program and I are not getting along. I feel like I know everything and no one believes me. But that’s a whole other topic. So I’m going to transfer to SUNY Delhi.

I bought this Neutrogena Sunless Tanning lotion Saturday. It works pretty well, I?m not orange and no lines. I have orange hands though; it didn?t all come off when I washed them. I put it on Doug?s neck and face yesterday though.

I think I?m all set for Prom though. Doug and I went to Rotterdam Mall to look for purses for my purple. We couldn?t find one I liked so I decided not to get one. I tried everything on tonight. Everything goes great. Except if I don?t stand up strait I get this like bulge under my breast and I can?t see it because I see. I practiced walking today. I brought the tickets last Thursday, $15.

We finally told Dee about the Raindancer thing. She was pissed. I guess because Pam and Jack are going with us and she wasn?t invited. When I told we made reservation in January she got like really mad at Eric because he never did. But later she asked Pam why she wasn?t invited then went and said she would be there anyways. Well I guess she was saying she had ?connections? or something to get in so will be seeing her their anyways.

I went looking for my mom Sunday. She works at the Friendly?s in Rotterdam Mall but I don?t know if she still does. She called like a week ago saying she was/is living in a hotel and getting a discount on rent for doing house cleaning so I don?t know where she is now. I don?t know if she went back to her boyfriend because she hasn?t been on the net.

I was at Hannaford last night grocery shopping and we were all done and got in the truck and it wouldn?t start. I spent an hour at Hannaford last night and over $2 on a pay phone waiting for a tow truck and a ride home. We finally got Andy, my dad?s worker, and his father to bring us home. So this weekend we can?t go anywhere, Andy had to bring me to work.

I worked 11 hours this week! Ok that?s the most I?ve ever worked there. I got $79 for this week though. But every time I get tips there all in 1?s. I have $27 of all one?s now. I made $7.50 an hour tonight though. I have to work tomorrow again and next Saturday. I took Proms and Florida off tonight. Looks like Barry is not going to have many hostesses left on the 18th, 4 of the 5 hostesses took that night off and he usually has 3 on Saturday nights. Oh well for him.

Doug went to the florist today. He got a pink rose for him and 2 pink roses and a white carnation hand thingy for me. It?s the same for is Prom but in purple.

Oh my god, I woke up this morning at about 7 and everything was moving. My whole bed was shaking. Well it was a 5.1 earthquake. The epicenter was 15 miles southwest of Plattsburgh.

Doug, Rider and I went up to Lake George today. We just walked around, went for pizza and then to the Aviation Mall. Not much was open; it doesn’t all open till May. But it was better than sitting here all day. And I tanner :).

I don’t understand something, Rider is adorable, has muscles, has a nice car, has money and nice to girls, most girls would want to go out with him. But he doesn’t want commitment. What’s so bad about commitment? Its a turn off to girls, most girls want commitment, they don’t want to go out with a great guy knowing in 1 or 2 months they’ll be gone. Unless they’re the type of girl that are just in it for the sex. Like I said before, hot guys wont treat a girl so good because he knows there’s always others; a not so hot one will treat a girl good because he knows he can’t get many girls and will want to try his hardest to keep her.

What is with this heat wave? It was in the high 80’s Monday and low 90’s the last three days. Its hotter here than where everyone went for Spring Break. Tomorrow supposed to be hot again but storms are coming in and it will cool it down.

I went to the orthodontist Tuesday. They did x-rays on my teeth and in the next year or two I have to get my wisdom teeth removed. I guess I have to go to an oral surgeon to get it done but I only have 3 wisdom teeth instead of 4.

I was eating a blue berry bagel tonight with butter and I put it on the bed for a second while I was I the computer and I looked over and there was Rikki licking it. I didn’t even realize he came in the room or got on the bed, he was only like a foot away. They used to do the same thing with peoples glasses, drink out of them while they weren’t looking. Well I threw my bagel away, unlike Doug who will eat whatever Rikki licks.

Eric met the girl he is going to Prom with, they went to the beach today. I hope it works out. I don’t want him to bail on the limo with us.

I went cosmic bowling with Doug Friday night for Eric’s Birthday. Martina and Marie were also there. I got a 79, which I thought was bad till a seen Martina’s and Marie’s score in the 30’s and 40’s. Doug let me win in the second game though because he went from a 136 to a 49 but he keeps denying it saying he had a ‘weak arm.’ It wasn’t till like 1:30 till we left. Then Eric, Doug and I went driving around. We went to Hannaford and the Guilderland High School. At the school we stood there for like 10 minutes and talked about ghosts and people that died there. Then on the way out Doug and I were saying things like is that one (ghost), no its just a dog. Finally he told us to shut up or he’ll put his high beams on :). Doug kept telling Eric there were a lot of cops on the roads we were traveling on so every car we seen Eric was asking if it was a cop haha.

We went to the mall Saturday. I got this pink purse with these rhinestones on the front for Prom. I also got this white/silver shawl for my purple dress. Plus I got 2 necklaces. We ate out at Frienldly’s for our 9-month anniversary. Plus we went to go see National Lampoon’s Van Wilder. It was a good movie; the guy that played Van had cute eyes. I hate the Crossgates though because we can’t bring our shopping bags into the theater. We have to put all our stuff in our pockets or wear/carry it in.

I talked to my mom on the phone last Wednesday. She works at Friendly’s in Rotterdam Mall now, that’s where she was calling from. She said she was moving to another country to live in a small apartment or trailer. She also kept say she needed a place to put her stuff and asking if Doug could take it. Then she said she would call him in the morning and ask, she never did though. But on Thursday night she called at 11:40 saying she would call when she was coming up to drop her stuff off and that she talked it over with me! But then this weekend while I was at Doug’s my dad said she showed up here. My dad said she doesn’t have any more teeth. I haven’t seen her since Christmas.

My dad put me on the list to work at Diary Frost since I wasn’t with him when he first seen it open.

I got burnt on my shoulders and arms for today and yesterday. I don?t have to be outside for very long though. I hope a tan though. It’s going to be 86 degrees tomorrow.

I work both Saturday and Sunday this weekend. That’s a lot for me. I hope Sunday is counted as part of this week though.

I ran the mile last Friday. They gave me a 12 :).

I heard from Pam Dee is thinking about quitting her job. At least she made it 3 days. I guess it is ruining Eric’s and her relationship. Oh no! I guess they aren’t spending enough time together anymore. Don’t you expect that when you take a job?

I have to run the mile tomorrow. I’m so slow at it. I usually get around a 12:58 on it. At least this is my second to last time doing it. Only one more time next year. Maybe I’ll just walk or jog the whole thing.

Doug bought the Prom ticket for his school today. It was $40 per person. Mine are about $15-$20 per person but Doug has dinner with his so that?s why its more and it at Chaucer’s, I get chicken J. I don’t know when mine go on sale though, probably after vacation because we only have two week before the Prom.

We went up to Liberty Travel Saturday. Our plane leaves at 7:25am in Albany, then 8:33 in Philadelphia and we arrive at 12:04 in Orlando on May 6th. Then on May 13th, our plane leaves at 11:45am in Orlando, then at 3:40 in Philadelphia and we arrive in Albany at 4:50. We are taking US Airways. Then we have a 3-day Universal pass and 5 day Disney one. Plus a $10 Planet Hollywood Gift Certificate, with VIP.

I went to Super Wal-Mart Saturday too. I got make-up for Prom. I got light pink nail polish (petites in bahama splash) for my toes, light pink lipstick (wet-n-wild in 548a), and face powder (covergirl in classic ivory). I?m second to lightest color Covergirl makes. I also got these little rhinestones you put on nails at CVS.

I went with Micki and her family to Pizza Hut Saturday night. Her little cousin is so annoying, he reminds me of Chris? little brother, I hated that kid. I had extra cheese pizza, I love that stuff but every time I have it, it makes me sick. I don’t know why, it doesn’t do it with any of their other pizzas.

I stayed home today. Number one I missed my bus and I didn’t want to hear my dad yelling the whole way to school. Number two I was tired, I didn’t go to sleep till 5 Sunday morning. And number three I didn’t want to hear Dee talk about her new job, which didn?t matter really because I could have just stayed away from her the whole morning. Plus she can’t call right now because I’m on the Internet J.

I made 7:40 an hour last night. Still no calls. There are only 2 other places a want to work. One being Dairy Frost and the other the SPCA. I’m still waiting for Dairy Frost to open, last year they put an announcement on the announcements at school that they were hiring, I don’t know if they will again this year. The only problem with the SPCA is I won’t get paid. Doug got offered a job at CVS :/.

I worked tonight. I got $7.22 an hour, $10 in tips. I found a bounce ball :). I got a ride home from one of the girls that work there tonight. Not that’s it?s a bad job, I just don?t work that often. I work Sunday at 4 though.

Dee got the job at Cumberland Farms. She started tonight and works Saturday and Sunday. Oh no “I won’t get to see my boyfriend all weekend.” That still pisses me off though. Well I got something on her, I probably make more, and I take it she’s in the $5 range for a first job and at that place.

I got the phone bill today. Calling Doug is a local call :), that means I can call him whenever I want now. But what I think is weird is that I can call down the road 5 minutes to C&R and be charged for long distance, but then call Doug 45 minutes away and have it be a local call. But it’s a long distance call for him to call me but not C&R.

I have to get up early tomorrow and clean the house. Then we are going to the mall to Liberty Travel to pay for our Florida trip.

Eric found a date for the Prom; I guess he?s going with one of his friend’s friends that he hasn’t met before. Now our limo is full. J We are all meeting at Doug?s house between 5:30-6. I called for my hair appointment today, May 4th, 2:00 PM.

People who try get less, people who don’t get more.

I found out today Dee got an interview at this one place. She only filled out like 6 applications. I don’t know what I’m going wrong. She has never had a job before in her life; I have more work experience than her. The only think I can think of is because she’s 18 maybe. Maybe after I turn 18 someone will hire me.

I told Doug to send me an application from the Hannaford be works at in Guilderland. I bet him $20 I wont get a call.

Well I applied to BK, Hollywood Video, Blockbuster Video, and Dunking Doughnuts all in Amsterdam. I applied to 23 places now. I would want to work a Hollywood Video most; it’s nice in there, then Blockbuster, then Dunking Doughnuts. Last would be BK because I really don’t want to work there. But I probably wont get the Hollywood Video or Blockbuster job, if any it would be BK, maybe Dunking Doughnuts.

I was telling Dee about the big bunny I got from Doug for Easter, I love rubbing Doug in her face sometimes J, and she like ?Eric doesn’t celebrate Easter.? Haha what religion doesn’t celebrate Easter, I thought everyone does.

Exactly one more month till Prom.

I’m a little upset. Tomorrows Thursday I have to go looking for jobs again. I’m getting sick of applications now and I’m not getting calls back from anyplace. I don’t see the use anymore, I don’t even except a call from a place when I’m filling out their application. I wanted to apply somewhere in like Saratoga or Schenectady/Guilderland even though there like 45 minutes away. I probably wont be able to work that far away but at least it would give me hope if they call back.

I found out today one of the girls in my English group got a 95 :/. I will never be best at anything.